Wednesday, October 1, 2008

just nothing....

i am an emotional burnout right now...just like the matchsticks i am just burnout...useless....where do i begin, where do i end...i dont know......
i feel so foolish...so cheated so very small....but to be honest its not that you are not in my mind even if i am trying or even not thinking of you....thank you for insulting my emotions and feelings....maybe thats why you dont understand very simple phrases....
there is more faith in honest doubt than is held by all the archangels in the mine of god.
someone once said "if the house is on fire what would you save?"to this the answer came "i would save the fire as without fire nothing is possible...because fire is the very existance of civilasation itself..."
I would just like to rephrase that and say i am saving the fire that is in my heart and which is the fire the buring of love and longingness for you...that which makes me complete and so very me...
but i would also like to say that fire that made civilisation possible is something that can be equally an instrument of barbarity......
so is love my dear...and you use that to the extreme limit of barbarity....i think the barbarians at times are feel like schoolgoers in comparison to you.......

rozana.....



rozaana jiye rozaana mare -
teri yaadon mein hum -
rozaana -
rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum -
rozaana
ungali teri thame huye har lamha chalta hoon mein -
tujhko liye ghar lautu, aur ghar se nikalta hoon mein
ek pal ko bhi jata nahi tere bin kahin
yun raat din
bas tujhmein hi -
lipta rehta hoon mein
rozaana -
rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum
rozaana jale rozaana ghoole
teri yaadon mein hum -
rozaana -
har din teri ankhon se iss duniya ko takta hoon mein
tu jiss tarah rakhti thi ghar, vaise hi rakhta hoon mein
teri tarah sang sang chale yaadein teri
yun har ghadi baaaton mein bas, baaton mein teri
gumsa rehta hoon mein
rozaaana -
kuchh gaao to yaad aaate ho...
gungunao to yaad aate ho...
kuchh phehnu to yaad aate ho...
kahin jaanu to yaad aate ho...
kuchh khone pe yaad aate ho...
kuchh paanu to yaaad aate ho...
rozaana chale yaadon mein teri, zindagi ka safar
tujhse hai roshan, tujse hai zinda, (yeh dil ka sheher )
rozaana

bin tere kya hai jeena....

bin tere kya hai jeena -
mere dil ki raani tum
meri khushiyon ka mausam
mere khwaabon ki taaviz
mere sapanon ki tasveer
bin tere kaisi aas
woh jeet ho ya haar
tere sang hai sab kuchhtu na ho toh bekaar
bin tere kya hai jeena -
suni khaali raaten
ruthi feeki baaten
har aahat pe chaaukun
tujhko harsu dekhu
tujhko hardam sochu
tujhko har pal chahu
tere bin toh jeevan mera hai intezaar
bin tere kya hai jeena -
tere saath jiye jo pal
kuchh unse nahi badhkar
tere khaatir saans main loon
teri khaatir jeeta hoon
marne ki tamanna bhi
tere saath main rakhta hoon
tu hai jeene ki wajah
kar mera aitbaar
bin tere kya hai jeena...

mamma mia.............


I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything,
w-o-o-o-ohMamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,My my,
I could never let you go.
I've been angry and sad about things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, w-o-o-o-oh
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I sayBye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go

humko maloom hai...


mohabbaton mein marnewale bhi ajeeb hai
ajim hai hamari dastaan jaan-e-man
faaslon pe rehte hai lekin kareeb hai
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
huaan jo zamane ka dastoor hain
woh maane nahi ?? naaraaz tha
meri barbaadiyon ka woh aaghaaz tha
ishq ka ek hi ek andaaz tha
woh na raazi hue ham bhi baaghi hue
bekaraar ham faraar ho gaye
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
main pareshan hoon ek majboori par
hoga gam jaankar saath hoon main magar
mujhko rehna padega zara doori par
sirf do hi mahine hai seh lo agar
mera future hai teri kasam
mera future hai jismein piya
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
waqt se haara aur lauta jo main
lautkar apane ghar jaa chuki thi piya
phone karta raha phone bhi na liya
maine khat bhi likhe saal bhar likhe
meri aawaz pahunchi nahi
kho gayi meri piya kahi
mujhko umeed thi ek din toh kabhi
woh bhi aawaaz degi mujhe
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain