missing you jaaaaannnn

Some saying goes that the strongest man is he who stands alone...but the question is ..is he alone by choice or left with no other option??

I will treasure you as long as i have a memory and i will hold you close to my heart as long as i have a sound mind and an ability to imagine.with every breath my heart will beat your name out and my soul will feel your love.I will always love you ....my love because you are still my reason to live ,my reason to be happy and to be just me.loving you is still my religion.

I still have every passing moment of every hour flood with emotions of mine.they bang against you , your thoughts ....like the ocean waves who crash against the shores in a futile attempt to make themselves heard..

I paint shades of blue to my mood , paint my soul to be with you ,matching myself to you.like the first rain of spring your memories are always refreshing and welcome to me ..rejuvinating my batterred soul.

In my thoughts i want to draw us close together , without any doubts between us and among us, with a caring hand to wipe away your tears and fears. we go to a land with its atmosphere painted with the warmth of love.There in a silhoutte of dark in light we hold hands and promise to be together forever. the thoughts carry on from dawn to dusk and i still feel a warm surge of emotions and feel a glow inside like a teenager newly in love for the first time...

I can still listen to your voice with my eyes closed and the calm and stillness that lies around starts to melt...a calming cool breeze starts to flow through me ....I can still be alone with your thoughts in a crowd.

I offer Love , unconditional love which you cannot buy,devoted love until i die .....want to be near you close to your heart.I want to show you and make you understand the intensity of my feelings for you and what you mean to me.....will you ever understand that i still mean every word i said and that I AM STILL LOVING YOU.....