Thursday, March 27, 2008

die die my darling............................metallica



Die die die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die die die my darling
Just shut your pretty eyes
I'll be seeing you again
Yeah
I'll be seeing you in hell
So dont cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box
Dont cry to me oh baby
You should have seen it a comin' on
Dont cry to me oh baby
Had to know it was in your power
Dont cry to me oh baby
Dead end goal for a dead end girl
Dont cry to me oh baby
And now your life drains on that floor
Dont cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in hell
Dont cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box
Dont cry to me oh baby
You should have seen it a-comin' on
Dont cry to me oh baby
Had to know it was in your power
Dont cry to me oh baby
Dead-end goal for a dead-end girl
Dont cry to me oh baby
Now your life drains on that floor
Dont cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die die, die my darling

the video.......http://youtube.com/watch?v=4GIisWJJG28

Over and Under ...........egypt central

I know you`ll be there
To see the tables turning
Wake up tomorrow
And watch the bridges
I can see, I can see it in your eyes
I can feel, I can feel it in my mind
I don`t care, I don`t care if you realize
What you see, what you see in my eyes
I`m over me being under you
I`m breaking free, I`m breaking through
I`ve overcome all I`m underneath
I can finally stand I can finally breathe
Remember when
we First had the thought of living
A perfect picture But I did all the giving
Gave up my passions
To try to make you happy
The joke is over
And I`ll do all the laughing I can see,
I can see it in your eyes I can feel,
I can feel it in my mind I don`t care,
I don`t care if you realize
What you see, what you see in my eyes
I`m over me being under you I`m breaking free,
I`m breaking through I`ve overcome all
I`m underneath I can finally stand
I can finally breathe
I can see, I can see it in your eyes I can feel,
I can feel it in my mind I don`t care,
I don`t care if you realize
What you see, what you see in my eyes
I`m over me being under you
I`m breaking free, I`m breaking through
I`ve overcome all
I`m underneath
I can finally stand
I can finally breathe

Died For You .......... iced earth


I can't believe this now
This isn't what I planned
I lived and died and now
I just can't understand
With all the love I feel
I could never leave her
No matter what the cost
My soul's the price to see her
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything
The pain was just too much
When I finally saw her
She's happy and in love
In love with my best friend
What makes it hurt so bad
Is that I love them both
And they will never know
For love I sold my soul

Sunday, March 23, 2008

i am sorry....jaan


Last night you called and gave me a piece of your mind....but you know i felt great because hearing you voice after so many days gave me a pleasure that words might not be able to express.i dont think this is going to be much good as i am dying each passing moment ...not physically maybe but emotionally,as a soul deep inside i am dying if not a dead man already.i am just a dead man walking a corpse walkin amidst all these and i die with each passing moment that you have chosen to walk away from my life and am walking towards that oblivion.i didnt tell you anything yesterday because i felt you wont understand and they doesnt matter to you anymore.you always asked me to be strong and promised to be by my side you asked me to take care of myself...for your sake for our sake...but you dont understand that some people cant,you probably mistook me for onwe of those people who takes life too easily..evrything being fun...but i dont belong to that league...you should have known!!!
At times you have treated me like filth,ignored me so much taken me for granted that i ran amok...i wasa jealous ( i still am) about you, am possessive about you.i used to wait for your call to come and i still wait ...belive me i still wait for your call or text message..i dont know if they are going to happen at all or not yet i wait cos somewhere i still feel for you and trust you words "no matter what i say or do I love you"...At times you make me feel that you dont love me , you dont like me and you attitude and behaviour makes me feel so and you do that delibarately...i know that because you know me inside out but you havent got a little part of me..about the fact that i still cant let you go as i do love you and i still do..i know you know that and understand that..
when i was complaining about a few things you said we are so alike...i thought i had more strength than i actually have..patience i have but that too ends at some point of time ...when are you going to understand that or are you playing on that front now???i dont know i dont understand!!!
you thought i was meddling in your life when i wanted you all the time but God help you Mon-ami the day you start loving someone for real deep inside and that person doesnt meddle/care then it will be the other way round...for once in your lifetime you will be a loser.take it from me the person is not meddling/doesnt care not out of respect for you but because of the fact the person doesnt care enough about you to want you all the time , you will be left at peace not beacuse of the space to breathe in a relationship because of a huge space for others...the person doesnt love you enough...i didnt want to do whatever you said..it was just a futile rage that made me say all those crap..anyways god bless you and keep you happy...
I loved you so much but i am sorry i failed to make that grade..

Saturday, March 22, 2008

you make me feel....bonfire


Deep in the night,
when I'm alone
My heart starts to burn, cause I feel for you.
I've been away too long from my love
I leave it up to you to understand.
I've got that feeling, deep in my mind
Come back and love me, just one more time.
On the ground of an ocean, we buried our love far away.
My heart's still bleeding, won't you comeback and stay.
But I can't understand,
why there's salt in my eyes.
And I can't understand, why your heart is in disguise.
For I still need you, and I want you to come back again.
You make me feel like never again.
I can't find the answer from a look in your eyes.
My heart's still crying.
Don't tell me your love is a lie.
You're still the one who can set me in a state of trance.
Why don't we give us a second chance.
But I can't understand, why you laugh, though you cry.
And I can't understand, why I don't say goodbye.
For I still need you, and I want you to come back again.
You make me feel like never again.
For I still need you, and I want you to come back again.
You make me feel like never again.

you make me feel...........................westlife

I've been trying to reach you'
Cause I got something to say
But you're talking about nothing at all
And you're slipping away
We were crying together
It was a long time ago
Before you walk out the door
And leave me this way
Just here what I say
You make me feel
You make me real
For the rest of my days
In so many ways
You make me feel
I've been trying to leave you
Why should we go on like this
But my heart can't breathe
When I hear you say
It's better this way
Ten thousand light years away from you
Keep thinking maybe it's time to let go
But by the end of the day
I still want to say "Do you"

for the video.....http://youtube.com/watch?v=e0-wzXPTm38

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

just thinking


last night i was reading an old magazine where i found these beautiful words
"Ever thought you may want to move forward in life, u may have one foot on the brake. In order to be free you must learn how to let go.Release the hurt ...release the fear .Refuse to entertain the old pains.The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.
.......what is it you would go off today..yes 'let your foot off the brakes'.."
really feel like putting my foot off the brakes and moving ahead at cruising speed but at times am afraid that what if i am leaving you behind????at times i feel that just letting your foot off the barkes doesnt let you move ahead in life because the rear view mirror is there to remind you of things you left behind and the memory remains no matter what and they cause an involuntary drop of "water" from your eyes always and you start to ponder is it worth moving ahead??am i really moving ahead...!!!!
dont know i stand here all alone waiting and licking the wounds and trying to move ahead and let go....i really want to let go cos i feel that if you are happy without me let it be so because the point is you are happy and i have always wanted you to be happy from the core of my heart...i dont know what to do,i stand confused at this juncture ...but know one thing for sure that you are always there in my heart and i still care ....

another sad love song......toni braxton


Since you been gone
I been hangin
around here lately
With my mind messed up
Jumped in my car tried to clear my mind
Didn't help me
I guess
I'm all messed up now baby
Soon as I jumped into my ride
Those memories start to play
A song comes on the radio
And there you are baby once again
It's just another sad love song
Rackin my brain like crazy
Guess I'm all torn up
Be it fast or slow
It doesn't let go
Or shake me
And it's all because of you
Since you been gone
I keep thinkin about you baby
Gets me all choked up
This heart of mine keeps
Dreamin of you and it's crazy
You'd think I'd had enough
As soon as I get you out my head
I'm in your car again
Just one request from the radio
I'm back in love sugar once again
It's just another sad love song
Rackin my brain like crazy
Guess I'm all torn up
Be it fast or slow
It doesn't let go
Or shake me
And it's all because of you
Here comes the strings
Then somebody sings
Only takes a beat
And then it starts killin me darlin
Only takes one note, I tell ya,
From that radio
It's justAnother
LonelyLove song.

hurt..........Christina Aguilera


I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you