last night i was reading an old magazine where i found these beautiful words
"Ever thought you may want to move forward in life, u may have one foot on the brake. In order to be free you must learn how to let go.Release the hurt ...release the fear .Refuse to entertain the old pains.The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.
.......what is it you would go off today..yes 'let your foot off the brakes'.."
really feel like putting my foot off the brakes and moving ahead at cruising speed but at times am afraid that what if i am leaving you behind????at times i feel that just letting your foot off the barkes doesnt let you move ahead in life because the rear view mirror is there to remind you of things you left behind and the memory remains no matter what and they cause an involuntary drop of "water" from your eyes always and you start to ponder is it worth moving ahead??am i really moving ahead...!!!!
dont know i stand here all alone waiting and licking the wounds and trying to move ahead and let go....i really want to let go cos i feel that if you are happy without me let it be so because the point is you are happy and i have always wanted you to be happy from the core of my heart...i dont know what to do,i stand confused at this juncture ...but know one thing for sure that you are always there in my heart and i still care ....
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