main aur meri tanhai....batein kartein hain: September 2008

Sunday, September 21, 2008

hum aur tum the kabhi saathi...

Hum Aur Tum The Saathi Abhi Hain Kal Ki Baat ...
Hum Aur Tum The Saathi Abhi Hain Kal Ki Baat

Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath

Jalta Hain Dil, Main Phir Bhi Kamosh Hoon

Tumse Karu Kya Shikwa Kya Dosh Doon

Humare Tumhare Ooo Humare Tumhare

Armano Ki Yeh Kaise Lut Gayi Barat

Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath

Kaise Hain Yeh Andhere Dhalte Nahi

Milo Talak Ujhale Milte Nahi

Humare Tumhare Humare Tumhare

Jeevan Mein Kaise Aayi Yeh Andhoyari Raat

Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath

Jee Chahata Hain Chor Doon Dunia Teri

Marne Na De Mujhe Magar Mamta Meri

Humare Tumhare Ooo Humare Tumhare

Sapne Jo Sach Huye The Thame Hain Mere Haath

Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath

Tumne Kabhi Kaha Tha Marke Bhi Hum

Tumse Kabhi Naa Honge Door Sanam

Humare Tumhare Ooo Humare Tumhare

Jeevan Ki Har Dagar Pe Haath Mein Honge Haat

Beech Safar Mein Tum Kyun Chor Chale Mera Saath

its all for you....

I am burning inside all alone and burning away like this lonely cigarrete stub...my grief and my thoughts are just coming and just vanishing into thin air like the smokes...
I dont know what is going inside me...is it a storm , grief i dnt know i am confused....am filled with a hopeless rage and pain .... i dont know what to do???a gloom sets in and i feel like crying but tears dont come ...maybe i dont hve any more tears to shed..
An emptiness of the heart fills in and sets the mood more.....wish i could have died this very moment...but alas i am destined to sustain more pain...to bleed ....i wished to bleed myself like i did earlier...but some promises are made to be obeyed..
in an island of grief i sit alone and i make myself understand that you are going through this too...i make my self believe that you are doing this on purpose with reasons best known to you.
i stare at the phone in utter disbelief which had just relayed me things i never dreamt in my nightmares coming from you....i still cant belive that you can say things like that to me!!!!well then why on earth did you come back???/
this is the phone , this is the room and evrything remains the same where we would exchange sweet nothings thoughts of us , our dreams pains ..we would fight, laugh , scream , conspire deep into the night smile and laugh and cry ... like together in arms and now tonite all that gets another new dimention...
But i love to dwell in the past ...the past when you said you love me , when you also shared the same madness , you made me feel you love me..and loved me....The past isnt dead..it isnt even past ...its the present as it relieves every moment in my heart...in my soul beacuse i can still feel the vibes of your love...your caring heart for me...
In my school days i was taugt that evrythin has an equal and opposite reaction....maybe thats why we fight like cats and dogs and hurt each other like hell....
I am still loving you......