फॉर यू to read someday

These days you feel so distant, and that's when I feel the most confused; I feel as though we weren't even together. Though you've talked about forever and you say you love me, what do those words really mean to you? To me there is no definition, no meaning that has value of words, and I think are you being true. Can I really rely on you? Though you've hurt me many times before, I've always found it in my heart to forgive. Forgive the pain and see through the tears.yes i run mad when u keep ignoring me and then i dnt know what i am doin...you keep makin an issue out of those things but have you ever tried to view through them?tried to understand what made me do so why i did so?But the point is you know whn i say some rude bad words i dont mean them cos u know the kind of trust and faith i have.U said a dead me=a dead you thats what makes me keep on..the sms where you said "no matter what i say i love you"i trust that cos i trust you your feelings and never ever have i thought you to be a flirt. So, I wonder what is the true meaning of our love, or is there really a meaning; and I can't help but to ask myself the same questions time and time again. So where does the line between love and hate fall in this relationship? Where's the space between good and the bad, the truth and the lies? Sometimes I just want to give up on us. But how can I do this; give up on you, when you still have my heart in chains, when you still have your arms around me, around my soul. I plead to go, but still I love you. Sometimes I think I will always love you, and that makes me cry.
I know you are trying to drive me away from your life the reasons best unsaid but dont you feel i would have gone away by now if i was a flirt ...keep testing..
jalte jalte sona v pura khara ho jata hai..tab???i mean it when i say I AM YOU..and i mean when i say that...
someday i hope you will raelise that and ..
I once was afraid to fall for a woman after all of the times that I had been loved and left before. I thought this would be the same, so I didn't let myself fall. I was afraid to be left, used, whatever, but you showed me what love really is. you made me feel that yes i can be loved too.You have been loved and left before, and I know that you were as scared as I was. But now, our lives seem to be empty without the other. I have done some things that hurt you, and I am sorry.... sorry to have hurt you so many times.
I know how much you love me, and I want you forever.My love for you continues to grow, and even though I will be gone for a while. It will never fade. You are my one true love, and I realize now that you won't leave. I love you with all of my heart and soul. You are my everything. I love you and will continue to do so.