with arms open wide i wait....

its a cold wintry night

out of the blue.. an old forgotten tune

reminds me of you

a gust of icy breeze....makes me shiver..

shiver with emptiness ..without you

a lonely owl hoots

so do i whisper your name ..

i can feel the warmth of your love again

crickets sing in the bushes by

time ticks away...

it grows with my love for you

hope someday you will know..

DO i dare??

i miss you even beween my heartbeats....

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painful than hunger, a puzzle i try to solve

you are a distraction during my busy hours

but still i hold on to your dreams

every moment of my life..

evrything seems meaningless

picture of us..we painted

seems faded and lost..

loneliness seems a better friend than you

a shrewd me , foolish me a cruel me

a baby a dirty me...

can you look beyond that ..the real me

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monami do you know who do i talk to

all these lonely cold nights

does it matter to you anymore..

still i carry on...doin things that i need to do

life has its twists and turns...

death may have been better

why did you bring all the joy..

the happiest moments of my life

memories flood.mock at me..

cos i wanted to be happy...change my destiny!

cant stop the tears anymore..

i try to run away from you...drive you out of my mind

but can i run away from you?

i stand all alone lost ..in the middle of the road.

or is it the circus of life?

and i know i am still loving you

i just cant stop loving you......

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these are not poems but thoughts that i used to write as letters

i have tried to make them look like verse so that you dont get bored..

i know they are kiddish stuff...but please dont laugh at them as they are my feelings..

u may like or dislike them u are always welcome.

thnx and rgds..