Saturday, November 22, 2008

tu muskara.....yuvraj


Tu Muskura Jahan Bhi Hai Tu Muskura
Tu Dhoop Ki Tarah Badan Ko Choo Zara
Sharir Se Yeh Muskurahatein Teri
Badan Mein Sunti Hoon Mein Aahatein Teri
Labon Se Aake Cho De Apne Lab Zara
Tu Muskura Jahan Bhi Hai Tu Muskura
Sharir Se Yeh Muskurahatein Teri
Badan Mein Sunti Hoon Mein Aahatein Teri
Aisa Hota Hain Khayalon Mein Aksar
Tujh Ko Sochoon Toh Mahak Jati Hoon
Meri Rooh Mein Basi Hain Teri Khushboo
Tujh Ko Choo Loon To Bahek Jaati Hoon
Teri Aankhon Mein.. Teri Aankhon Mein Koi To Jaadu Hain
Tu Muskura Jahan Bhi Hai Tu Muskura...
....Tu Muskura Jahan Bhi Hai Tu Muskura (Muskura)
Tu Dhoop Ki Tarah Badan Ko Choo Zara (Choo Zara)
Sharir Se Yeh Muskurahatein Teri
Badan Mein Sunti Hoon Mein Aahatein Teri
Tez Chalti Hain Hawaaon Ki Saansein
Mujhko Baahon Mein Lapet Ke Chupale
Teri Ankhon Ki Hasin Loriyon Main
Main Badan Ko Bichoon Tu Sulale
Teri Aakhon Mein.. Teri Aakhon Mein Koi To Nasa Hai
Tu Muskura Jahan Bhi Hai Tu Muskura...
Tu Muskura Jahan Bhi Hai Tu Muskura
Tu Dhoop Ki Tarah Badan Ko Choo Zara
Sharir Se Yeh Muskurahatein Teri
Badan Mein Sunti Hoon Mein Aahatein Teri

Thursday, November 13, 2008

city of angels...

And Id give up forever to tuoch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
Youre the closest to heaven that Ill ever be,
And I dont wanna go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breath is your life
Well sooner or later its over
I just dont whant to miss you tonight.
And I dont whant the world to see me,
Cause I dont think that theyd understand
When everythings ment to be broken
I just whant you to know who I am.
And you cant fight the tears that aint coming
All the moments of truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know youre alive.
And I dont whant the world to see me,
Cause I dont think that theyd understand
When everythings ment to be broken
I just whant you to know who I am.
And I dont whant the world to see me,
Cause I dont think that theyd understand
When everythings ment to be broken
I just whant you to know who I am.
I just whant you to know who I am
i really want you to know and understand who i am...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

just nothing....

i am an emotional burnout right now...just like the matchsticks i am just burnout...useless....where do i begin, where do i end...i dont know......
i feel so foolish...so cheated so very small....but to be honest its not that you are not in my mind even if i am trying or even not thinking of you....thank you for insulting my emotions and feelings....maybe thats why you dont understand very simple phrases....
there is more faith in honest doubt than is held by all the archangels in the mine of god.
someone once said "if the house is on fire what would you save?"to this the answer came "i would save the fire as without fire nothing is possible...because fire is the very existance of civilasation itself..."
I would just like to rephrase that and say i am saving the fire that is in my heart and which is the fire the buring of love and longingness for you...that which makes me complete and so very me...
but i would also like to say that fire that made civilisation possible is something that can be equally an instrument of barbarity......
so is love my dear...and you use that to the extreme limit of barbarity....i think the barbarians at times are feel like schoolgoers in comparison to you.......

rozana.....



rozaana jiye rozaana mare -
teri yaadon mein hum -
rozaana -
rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum -
rozaana
ungali teri thame huye har lamha chalta hoon mein -
tujhko liye ghar lautu, aur ghar se nikalta hoon mein
ek pal ko bhi jata nahi tere bin kahin
yun raat din
bas tujhmein hi -
lipta rehta hoon mein
rozaana -
rozaana jiye rozaana mare
teri yaadon mein hum
rozaana jale rozaana ghoole
teri yaadon mein hum -
rozaana -
har din teri ankhon se iss duniya ko takta hoon mein
tu jiss tarah rakhti thi ghar, vaise hi rakhta hoon mein
teri tarah sang sang chale yaadein teri
yun har ghadi baaaton mein bas, baaton mein teri
gumsa rehta hoon mein
rozaaana -
kuchh gaao to yaad aaate ho...
gungunao to yaad aate ho...
kuchh phehnu to yaad aate ho...
kahin jaanu to yaad aate ho...
kuchh khone pe yaad aate ho...
kuchh paanu to yaaad aate ho...
rozaana chale yaadon mein teri, zindagi ka safar
tujhse hai roshan, tujse hai zinda, (yeh dil ka sheher )
rozaana

bin tere kya hai jeena....

bin tere kya hai jeena -
mere dil ki raani tum
meri khushiyon ka mausam
mere khwaabon ki taaviz
mere sapanon ki tasveer
bin tere kaisi aas
woh jeet ho ya haar
tere sang hai sab kuchhtu na ho toh bekaar
bin tere kya hai jeena -
suni khaali raaten
ruthi feeki baaten
har aahat pe chaaukun
tujhko harsu dekhu
tujhko hardam sochu
tujhko har pal chahu
tere bin toh jeevan mera hai intezaar
bin tere kya hai jeena -
tere saath jiye jo pal
kuchh unse nahi badhkar
tere khaatir saans main loon
teri khaatir jeeta hoon
marne ki tamanna bhi
tere saath main rakhta hoon
tu hai jeene ki wajah
kar mera aitbaar
bin tere kya hai jeena...

mamma mia.............


I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything,
w-o-o-o-ohMamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,My my,
I could never let you go.
I've been angry and sad about things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, w-o-o-o-oh
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I sayBye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go

humko maloom hai...


mohabbaton mein marnewale bhi ajeeb hai
ajim hai hamari dastaan jaan-e-man
faaslon pe rehte hai lekin kareeb hai
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
huaan jo zamane ka dastoor hain
woh maane nahi ?? naaraaz tha
meri barbaadiyon ka woh aaghaaz tha
ishq ka ek hi ek andaaz tha
woh na raazi hue ham bhi baaghi hue
bekaraar ham faraar ho gaye
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
main pareshan hoon ek majboori par
hoga gam jaankar saath hoon main magar
mujhko rehna padega zara doori par
sirf do hi mahine hai seh lo agar
mera future hai teri kasam
mera future hai jismein piya
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain
waqt se haara aur lauta jo main
lautkar apane ghar jaa chuki thi piya
phone karta raha phone bhi na liya
maine khat bhi likhe saal bhar likhe
meri aawaz pahunchi nahi
kho gayi meri piya kahi
mujhko umeed thi ek din toh kabhi
woh bhi aawaaz degi mujhe
hamko maalom hain ishq masoom hain
dil se ho jaati hain galtiyaan
sabr se ishq mehroom hain

Sunday, September 21, 2008

hum aur tum the kabhi saathi...



Hum Aur Tum The Saathi Abhi Hain Kal Ki Baat ...
Hum Aur Tum The Saathi Abhi Hain Kal Ki Baat
Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath
Jalta Hain Dil, Main Phir Bhi Kamosh Hoon
Tumse Karu Kya Shikwa Kya Dosh Doon
Humare Tumhare Ooo Humare Tumhare
Armano Ki Yeh Kaise Lut Gayi Barat
Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath
Kaise Hain Yeh Andhere Dhalte Nahi
Milo Talak Ujhale Milte Nahi
Humare Tumhare Humare Tumhare
Jeevan Mein Kaise Aayi Yeh Andhoyari Raat
Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath
Jee Chahata Hain Chor Doon Dunia Teri
Marne Na De Mujhe Magar Mamta Meri
Humare Tumhare Ooo Humare Tumhare
Sapne Jo Sach Huye The Thame Hain Mere Haath
Aaj Safar Mein Tumne Kyun Chor Diya Mera Saath
Tumne Kabhi Kaha Tha Marke Bhi Hum
Tumse Kabhi Naa Honge Door Sanam
Humare Tumhare Ooo Humare Tumhare
Jeevan Ki Har Dagar Pe Haath Mein Honge Haat
Beech Safar Mein Tum Kyun Chor Chale Mera Saath

its all for you....



I am burning inside all alone and burning away like this lonely cigarrete stub...my grief and my thoughts are just coming and just vanishing into thin air like the smokes...
I dont know what is going inside me...is it a storm , grief i dnt know i am confused....am filled with a hopeless rage and pain .... i dont know what to do???a gloom sets in and i feel like crying but tears dont come ...maybe i dont hve any more tears to shed..
An emptiness of the heart fills in and sets the mood more.....wish i could have died this very moment...but alas i am destined to sustain more pain...to bleed ....i wished to bleed myself like i did earlier...but some promises are made to be obeyed..
in an island of grief i sit alone and i make myself understand that you are going through this too...i make my self believe that you are doing this on purpose with reasons best known to you.
i stare at the phone in utter disbelief which had just relayed me things i never dreamt in my nightmares coming from you....i still cant belive that you can say things like that to me!!!!well then why on earth did you come back???/
this is the phone , this is the room and evrything remains the same where we would exchange sweet nothings thoughts of us , our dreams pains ..we would fight, laugh , scream , conspire deep into the night smile and laugh and cry ... like together in arms and now tonite all that gets another new dimention...
But i love to dwell in the past ...the past when you said you love me , when you also shared the same madness , you made me feel you love me..and loved me....The past isnt dead..it isnt even past ...its the present as it relieves every moment in my heart...in my soul beacuse i can still feel the vibes of your love...your caring heart for me...
In my school days i was taugt that evrythin has an equal and opposite reaction....maybe thats why we fight like cats and dogs and hurt each other like hell....
I am still loving you......

Ajnabi Khwaab mein


Ajnabi Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi
Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin
Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi;
Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin
Raat din mein jaagta hun, beetey pal ko sochta hun;
Har kadam ko dekhta hun mein
Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi;
Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin
Kuch to naya ehsaas hai, jo mera mann ud raha
Roke se bhi rukta nahin, kis or ye mud raha
Boondein ghiri khwahishon ki to mein;Ek pal bhi na khud mein raha
Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi;
Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin
Khusboo ghuli zazbaat mein, jaane paheli hai kyaa
Baithe huye socha karun, ye kyaa mujhe ho gaya
Zonkha koi ek anjaan sa, dhadkano ko meri choo raha
Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi;
Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin
Raat din mein jaagta hun, beetey pal ko sochta hun;
Har kadam ko dekhta hun mein Wo.. oo
Ajnabi (Ajnabi) Khwaab mein, Dekh tha jo ho tum wohi;
Dil mujhe le chala, chal pada mein to wohin

Aankohn Se Khwab Rooth Kar

Aankohn Se Khwab Rooth Kar
Aankohn Se Khwab Rooth Kar,
Palkon se ashq toot karJaane kahan,
Jaane kahan, Jaane kahan , Bikhar gaye
Saahil se maujein phoot kar, Armaan dil se choot kar
Jaane kahan,Jaane kahan,Jaane kahan,
Bikhar gaye, Bikhar gaye
Raste wohi galiyan wohi, lekin woh baat ab bhi hai kahaan
Jismein kabhi thi jindagi , suna pada hai abhi woh ma
kaanKuch lamhe jaane goonj kar,
khushiyan tamaam loot kar
Jaane kahan , Bikhar gaye
Yaadon se rukhe, thak ke mein, lauti to ye pata chala
pairon mein the, chaale pade, mushkil tha kitna faasla
Zazbaat mere oobkar,
ghum ke bhanwar mein doob kar
Jaane kahan , Bikhar gaye A
ankohn Se Khwab Rooth Kar, Palkon se ashq toot kar
Jaane kahan , Bikhar gayeSaahil se maujein phoot kar,
Armaan dil se choot kar
Jaane kahan, Bikhar gaye
Jaane kahan,Jaane kahan,Jaane kahan

Monday, September 15, 2008

saiyaan ve.....


Ik Banjaara Ik Taare Par Kabse Gaave
Jivan Hai Ik Dor Dor Uljhe Hi Jaave
Aasaani Se Girahe Khulati Nahi Hai
Mann Woh Hadila Hai Jo Phir Bhi Suljhaave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalataahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan Ve
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve
Tinaka Tinaka Chidiya Laave
Aise Apana Ghar Woh Banaave
Jarra Jarra Tu Bhi Jodke Ik Khironda Bana
Boond Boond Hai Banata Saagar
Dhaaga Dhaaga Banati Chaadar
Dheere Dheere Yuun Hi Tu Bhi Apana Jivan Saja
Sichata Hai Yahaan Jo Bagiya Ko, Wahi Phool Bhi Paave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalaatahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan Ve
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve
Din Hai Parvat Jaise Bhaari
Raate Bojhal Bojhal Saari
Tu Yeh Sochata Hai Raah Kaise Aasaan Ho
Saari Anjaani Hai Raahe, Jinme Dhunde Teri Nigaahe
Koi Aisa Pal Aaj Ya Kal Meherbaan Ho
Ghume Kabse Dagar Dagar, Tu Mann Ko Yeh Samajhaave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalataahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan Ve
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve
Ik Banjaara Ik Taare Par Kabse Gaave
Jivan Hai Ik Dor Dor Uljhe Hi Jaave
Aasaani Se Girahe Khulati Nahi Hai
Mann Woh Hadila Hai Jo Phir Bhi Suljhaave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalataahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan Ve
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Veik Banjaara Ik Taare Par Kabse Gaave
Jivan Hai Ik Dor Dor Uljhe Hi JaaveAasaani Se Girahe Khulati Nahi Hai
Mann Woh Hadila Hai Jo Phir Bhi Suljhaave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalataahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan Ve
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan VeTinaka Tinaka Chidiya Laave
Aise Apana Ghar Woh Banaave
Jarra Jarra Tu Bhi Jodke Ik Khironda Bana
Boond Boond Hai Banata Saagar
Dhaaga Dhaaga Banati Chaadar
Dheere Dheere Yuun Hi Tu Bhi Apana Jivan Saja
Sichata Hai Yahaan Jo Bagiya Ko, Wahi Phool Bhi Paave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalaatahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan Ve
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve
Din Hai Parvat Jaise Bhaari
Raate Bojhal Bojhal Saari
Tu Yeh Sochata Hai Raah Kaise Aasaan Ho
Saari Anjaani Hai Raahe, Jinme Dhunde Teri Nigaahe
Koi Aisa Pal Aaj Ya Kal Meherbaan Ho
Ghume Kabse Dagar Dagar, Tu Mann Ko Yeh Samajhaave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalataahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan VeSaaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve
Ik Banjaara Ik Taare Par Kabse Gaave
Jivan Hai Ik Dor Dor Uljhe Hi Jaave
Aasaani Se Girahe Khulati Nahi Hai
Mann Woh Hadila Hai Jo Phir Bhi Suljhaave
Raahi Ka Toh Kaam Hai Chalataahi Jaave
Saaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve, Sun Sun Saaiyaan VeSaaiyaaan Ve Saaiyaaan Ve

Man Tu Talbat, Tu Man Talbat

Tere Bina, Jee Na Paaun, Sung Tere Jee Na Paaun
Hoke Juda Ab Hum Milein, Ab Na Kabhi Hongey Judaa
Ab Kyaa Kahun Iske Siva;
Man Tu Talbat, Tu Man Talbat
Vey Nakh Inti Ye Noor Al Kahein, Be Nakh IntiTeb Li Haya Dhi,
Takh Li Un Yunhi, Ukhne Vele Geynvhi, Vifte Ki...Ab Kyaa Kahun Iske Siva;Man Tu Talbat, Tu Man Talbat
Tere Bina, Jee Na Paaun; Sung Tere Jee Na Paaun
Hoke Juda Ab Hum Milein, Ab Na Kabhi Hongey Judaa
Ab Kyaa Kahun Iske Siva;Man Tu Talbat, Tu Man Talbat
Oh My Love, I Have The Key In Love, I Wil Be There For You,
Always Be There For You
Ab Mil Gaye Lo Fir Se Hum, Subahon Ne Fir Choomein Kadam
Kudrat Ne Haathon Se Likhey, Khud Rishtey Ye Janmo Janam
Mil Kar Rahengey Hum Yun Sada;Man Tu Talbat, Tu Man Talbat
Oh My Love, I Have The Key In Love, I Wil Be There For You,
Always Be There For You
Vey Nakh Inti
Ye Noor Al Kahein, Be Nakh IntiTeb Li Haya Dhi,
Takh Li Un Yunhi, Ukhne Vele Geynvhi,
Vifte Ki...Dil Ke Woh Rag Pe Hai Likha,
Har Lafz Tere Pyaar KaYe Waqt Ne Hai Chaha Bhahut,
Lekin Na Fir Bhi Mit SakaHar Lamha Ye Kehne Laga;
Man Tu Talbat, Tu Man Talbat
Oh My Love, I Have The Key In Love, I Wil Be There For You, Always Be There For You

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

bakhuda tum hi ho..........



tumhi ehsaason mein…
tumhi jazbaaton mein…
tumhi lamhaaton mein…
tumhi din raaton mein…

Bakhuda… tumhi ho,
Har jagah, tumhi ho…
haan main dekhun jahaan jab…
uss jagah… tumhi ho…

ye jahaan… tumhi ho,
wo jahaan… tumhi ho…
iss zameen se falak ke…
darmiyaan… tumhi ho…

tum hi ho… beshubaa….
tum hi ho…

tum hi ho…. mujhmein haan
tum hi ho….

tum hi ho… ho…
tum hi…

kaise bataayein tumhe…
aur kis tarah … ye…
kitna tumhe hum, chahte hain…

sayaan bhi tera dikhe…
to paas jake…
uss mein simat hum jaate hain…

raasta… tumhi ho,
rehnuma… tumhi ho…
jiski khwaahish hai humko…
wo panaah tumhi ho…
tum hi ho… beshubaa….
tum hi ho…

tum hi ho…. mujhmein haan
tum hi ho….

tumhi ehsaason mein…
tumhi jazbaaton mein…
tumhi lamhaaton mein…
tumhi din raaton mein…

kaise bataayein tumhe…
shabb mein tumhaare…
khwaab haseen jo aate hain…

kaise bataayein tumhe…
lafz wo saare…
jism ko jo mehkaate hain…

iftidaar… tumhi ho,
intehaan… tum hi ho…
tum ho jeene ka maqsad…
aur wajah tumhi ho…

Bakhuda… tumhi ho,
Har jagah, tumhi ho…
haan main dekhun jahaan jab…
uss jagah… tumhi ho…

ye jahaan… tumhi ho,
wo jahaan… tumhi ho…
iss zameen se falak ke…
darmiyaan… tumhi ho…

tum hi ho… beshubaa….
tum hi ho…

tum hi ho…. mujhmein haan
tum hi ho….

tum hi ho….

tum hi…

khuda jaane.....ki tum mere khuda ho...



Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon
Tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon
Kya yeh sab ko hota hai


Hum ko kya lena hai sab se
Tum se hi sab batein ab se
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua


Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon
Tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon
Kya yeh sab ko hota hai


Hum ko kya lena hai sab se
Tum se hi sab batein ab se
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Tu kahe to tere hi kadam ke
main nishanon pe
Chalun rukun ishaare pe
Tu kahe tho khwabon ka bana ke
Main bahana sa
Mila karu sirhaane pe

Ohhh
Tum se dil ki baatein seekhi
Tum se hi yeh raahe seekhi
Tum pe marr ke mein tho
Jjee gaya

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Dil kahe ke aaj tho, chupa lo tum
panahon mein
Ke darr hai tum ko kho doonga
Dil kahe ki sambhal zara khushi ko
Na nazar laga
Ke darr hai mein tho ro dunga

Hooo
Karthi hoon sao vaade tum se
Bandhe dil ke dhaage tum se
Yeh tumhe na jane kya hua

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda


Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon
Tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon
Kya yeh sab ko hota hai


Hum ko kya lena hai sab se
Tum se hi sab batein ab se
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua

Khuda Jaane ke mein fida hun
Khuda Jaane mein mit gaya
Khuda jaane yeh kyun huwa hai
Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

Ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

tu salamat.....


Tu hai meethi zubaan
Main na jaanu, tu hai kahaan

Tere aage jhuka, roke se na ruka
Tu hai mera, tera main ho chuka ha….
Aise kyun hai chhupa, Dil na mera dukha
Tu hai mera, tera main ho chuka ha….
Ho ho ho ho …..

Main hoon zameen ka, tum aasmaan ke
Karze utaroon main jism o jaan ke
Main hoon zameen ka, tum aasmaan ke
Karze utaroon main jism o jaan ke

Jaan tere haathon mein, Le baaton baaton mein
Nazuk halaaton mein, Haan main haan jee chuka

Tere aage jhuka, roke se na ruka
Tu hai mera, tera main ho chuka ha….
Aise kyun hai chhupa, Dil na mera dukha
Tu hai mera, tera main ho chuka ha….
Ho ho ho ho …..

Main bhi khafa hoon, Tu bhi khafa hai
Jaane na koi kiski khata hai
Main bhi khafa hoon, Tu bhi khafa hai
Jaane na koi kiski khata hai

Main teri raahon mein, Tu meri aahon mein
Ya hai nigaahon mein, Khawaab jaisa chhupa

Tere aage jhuka, roke se na ruka
Tu hai mera, tera main ho chuka ha….
Aise kyun hai chhupa, Dil na mera dukha
Tu hai mera, tera main ho chuka ha….
Ho ho ho ho …..

Tum salamat, to salamat, Mere dono jahaan
Main na jaanu, tu hai kahaan
Tu sukoon hai, tu yakeen hai, Tu hai meethi zubaan
Main na jaanu, tu hai kahaa


where-ever you do ..i am waiting for you...deep in my heart......miss you even between my heartbeats...

Beete lamhe



Beete lamhe

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai
Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai
Beete lamheinnnnn........

Chand lamhoon ke vaaste hi sahi
Mushkura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi
Chand lamhoon ke vaaste hi sahi
Mushkura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi

Teri aagosh din the mere kate
Teri baaahon mein thi mere raatien kati
OoOOooOOO OO

Aaj bhi jab woh pal mujhko yaad aate hain
Dil se saare gumo ko bhoola jate hai
Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai
Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai

Beete lamheinnnnn

Mere kandhein mein sar ko Jukana Tera
Mere sene mein khud ko chupana teraa


Aake mere panaho mein shaam-o-seher
Kanch ki trah woh tut jana tera

OoOOooOOO OO

Aaj bhi jab woh manzar nazar aate hai
Dil ki viraniyon ko mita jate hai

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai
Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai

Beete lamheinnnnn
Dard Mein .....Beete lamheinnnnn

my bleeding heart..............


My bleedin heart lies dripin in ur hand;
My empty eyes beseech u seeking,
to offer u me,before I turn to dust.
But there`s nothing left in me,my soul's barren,
You mayb there on your knees,in regret with tears streaming
But,i have nothin more to left to give
Ur luv stil stays in me-though you have gone ages ago
MARCHED AHEAD OF ME!!!
It was a song,a rhythmic dance
A tender melody,a rhythm of tender love
Wit my eyes closd i cld paint it
With colors pure and bright
But now the heart echos with anguished cries
Cries of trampled love n betrayed trust
In my crumbled world,
lying among fumbled words
Muddled in hatrd i grieve, my funny reasons
my frozen lips,wither in the blizzard of your hatred
But my heart still burns,aching for my unrequited love...

Sunday, July 13, 2008

happy birthday dad.....





Dad, I really miss you. I love you. I know that we had a good relationship, and I know that you knew how I loved you. I just wish that I told you more often

Monday, June 9, 2008

yeh meri kahani.............strings

yeh hai meri kahani
khamosh zindagani
sannata keh raha hai
kyun zulm seh raha hai
ek dastaan purani
tanhayi ki zubani
har zakham khil raha hai
kuch mujh se keh raha hai
chuvtay kantay yadoon ke daaman say chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mai zinda hoon
bass yeh meri kahani
benishaan nishaani
ek darr beh raha hai
kuch mujh se keh raha hai
chubtay kaanten yadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon..
bajay pyaar ki shabnum mere gulistaan mein
baraste rehte hain har simt maut ke sayesi
yahiyon se ulajh padti hain meri aankhein
koi nahi .. koi bhi nahi jo batlaye
kitni der ujalon ki raah dekhe koi nahi hai koi bhi nahina pass na durr
yeh pyaar hai dil ki dharkan
apni chahat ka jo ellan kiye jaati hai
zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai
khoon k ghoont peay jaati hai
khwaab aankhon se siye jaati haiab na koi paas hai
phir bhi ehsaas hai
yahiaon mai uljhi padijeene ki ek aas hai
yadoon ka jungle yeh dil
kaanton se jal thal yeh dil
chuvtay kaanten yadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon

Thursday, May 29, 2008

dear dad i miss you


Dear Dad,
I miss you so much. I have dreams again and again in which I make plans with you -- to go to lunch, to get together, its been hard for me even after all these years its very hard for me, i know how much my nephew is going to miss you and how much love he is missing now Please help me to be a good human, guide me as you always did; come to me and fill me with your endless capacity for love and strength. Dad, I miss you so much that it physically hurts me. There are times when I feel like I can't breathe, like my chest is going to explode. I know that you will always be there in my heart, but I don't know if that will be enough for me. You are the best man I have ever known. Whenever I achieved something the look in your eyes, the pride resonating from you brought tears then and bring more now more because I miss you when I do something good and I know that you would have been proud of that. God how I miss you. You were my best friend, my best buddy since I was a baby. You taught me so much -- you gave me the world. I have so much to be grateful for, but I feel shorted. Dad, we should have had another 20 or 30 years may be more I will try to give the world back things you taught me and things you did to make the world a little better for all in your own little and special ways. Now I understand what you meant by saying that do a little and little things mean a lot and little drops of water make the mighty ocean.For my whole life, you stood behind me, supporting me, encouraging me, getting me out of trouble, teaching me, getting after me, loving me. For every time that I hurt you, ever, little or big , I am so sorry. I am consoled by the fact that you knew I loved you. I am overwhelmed with sadness and joy at the same time as I remember you reading the cards or letters what ever I wrote and crying (or trying not to and inevitably failing). In my life nothing could make me cry more than watching you cry.
I miss those moments when you would scold me in front of mom for playing too much and she never suspected that you were the one encouraging me and sponsoring me for all those things , like those karate classes or the soccer, swimming or cricket games. Your support and preparing me for the debates or your interest in quiz took me to where I went. Your interest about all things in life and earth taught me about the mysteries of life on earth thank you for everything.Dad, I feel like I can't mess up anymore. You may be able to show me spiritually, but you can't be there physically to rescue me. You have done a wonderful job of preparing me for the difficulties and the joys of life, but I feel lost without you anyway. I am trying to live life one day at a time and not to obsess about the times to come when I will miss you so I know that I could not have done so for being there all the time and preparing me for the hardships of life... I'll try to be more in touch with my spirituality -- you know that's not easy for me. I'll try not to take the world on my shoulders all the time. I still remember that fateful night when God decided to take you back and you decided to do it in my arms.I know that it is good that you didn't have to suffer a long and lingering death. I know, but if one more person tells me that I might explode. You were too young and too vital to go so soon. Dad, please remember all the things that I told you before and after you left this life. I know it was right after you left this life for the next, but remember at the hospital, right after, when I held your hand and talked to you, remember when Mom came and we talked to you, remember an hour or two later, after I sent everyone away and held you and talked some more I love you so deeply I don’t know if you ever miss me now or not but I do. As I sit here typing this and crying, I see your smiling face, I feel your big solid slap on the back, I feel your bear hug and hear you say "I love you." You were the King. Your crown prince loves you and misses you. Thanks for telling me that you loved me virtually every day of my life. I know I gave you my thank you's when I said goodbye, but if you don't remember in the commotion of moving on: thank you for football, for coaching me, teaching me, taking me to games,; thank you for the zoo; thank you for the excursions that you managed for us .thank you for your sobriety; thank you for my sobriety; thank you for late night movies, for letting me stay up late with my Dad; thank you for teaching me that family always comes first, no matter what; thank you for giving me your name; thank you for always, always, always putting your children first; thank you for making me understand that my motherland is so graet and always standing by my dreams, thank you for eighteen years of private schools; thank you for always being there for me, no matter what; thank you for teaching me about everything, and for learning about the things that I was interested in that you didn't know about; thank you for your honesty, thank you for your friendship; thank you for respecting my opinion and talking to me like I was an adult even when I was little; thank you for sharing your life with me; thank you for teaching me about right and wrong and showing me the courage to step forward to do right and challenge wrong; thank you for the trips to the hospital, time and again, for this injury or illness or that; thank you for your warmth, for your hardy laugh, your twinkling eyes; thank you for teaching how to think, how to act; thank you for being a gentleman, and trying to teach me how to be one, even if it wasn't always in our nature; thank you for yard work; thank you for the circus; thank you for the thousands of sporting events, performances, plays and the like that you took me to; thank you for calling me at six in the morning and razzing me and muttering about the early to rise slogans, thank you for waiting me whatever time of the night it was even during your illness at that time some of these things bugged me but now I understand and that’s what you always told me that I will understand these all when you are gone…thank you for that prophecy too; thank you for your righteous indignation, I have never seen anyone else come close; thank you for demanding that I do my best; thank you for coaching and for teaching me how to coach; thank you for a lifetime of love, support, kindness, warmth and friendship; thank you for exposing me to restaurants, theater, cultural events, sports -- for showing me the world; thank you for teaching me how to win and how to lose with class; thank you for war movies and westerns; thank you for not being perfect, but for always striving to be better, to grow, learn and develop; thank you for you, for being the man you are and were and for always loving me so well and so much.
Thank you for the world that you brought me and for all the good things I am. I think about you every time I experience any of the things above; you brought them to me and to this day -- and for every day to come -- when I think of them or see or experience them, I think of you. I do love you so. God bless and love you, I certainly do.
Goodnight Daddy, I love you,

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

missing you jaaaaannnn



Some saying goes that the strongest man is he who stands alone...but the question is ..is he alone by choice or left with no other option??
I will treasure you as long as i have a memory and i will hold you close to my heart as long as i have a sound mind and an ability to imagine.with every breath my heart will beat your name out and my soul will feel your love.I will always love you ....my love because you are still my reason to live ,my reason to be happy and to be just me.loving you is still my religion.
I still have every passing moment of every hour flood with emotions of mine.they bang against you , your thoughts ....like the ocean waves who crash against the shores in a futile attempt to make themselves heard..
I paint shades of blue to my mood , paint my soul to be with you ,matching myself to you.like the first rain of spring your memories are always refreshing and welcome to me ..rejuvinating my batterred soul.
In my thoughts i want to draw us close together , without any doubts between us and among us, with a caring hand to wipe away your tears and fears. we go to a land with its atmosphere painted with the warmth of love.There in a silhoutte of dark in light we hold hands and promise to be together forever. the thoughts carry on from dawn to dusk and i still feel a warm surge of emotions and feel a glow inside like a teenager newly in love for the first time...
I can still listen to your voice with my eyes closed and the calm and stillness that lies around starts to melt...a calming cool breeze starts to flow through me ....I can still be alone with your thoughts in a crowd.
I offer Love , unconditional love which you cannot buy,devoted love until i die .....want to be near you close to your heart.I want to show you and make you understand the intensity of my feelings for you and what you mean to me.....will you ever understand that i still mean every word i said and that I AM STILL LOVING YOU.....

Sunday, April 6, 2008

zara sa ..................jannat


zara sa apna le banaa…
zara sa khaabon mein sajaa tu…
zara sa yaadon mein basaa…
main chaahun tujhko meri jaan bepanaah
fidaa hoon tujhpe meri jaan bepanaah
wo-o-o … o-o-o…..
zara si dil mein de jagaah tu…
zara sa apna le banaa…
zara sa khaabon mein sajaa tu…
zara sa yaadon mein basaa…
main tere, main tere
kadmon mein rakh dun yeh jahaan
mera ishq dewaangi…
hai nahi, hai nahiaashiq koi mujhsa tera
tu mere liye bandagi
main chaahun tujhko meri jaan bepanaah
fidaa hoon tujhpe meri jaan bepanaah
wo-o-o … o-o-o…..
zara si dil mein de jagaah tu…
zara sa apna le banaa…
zara sa khaabon mein sajaa tu…
zara sa yaadon mein basaa…
kehe bhi de, kehe bhi de
dil mein tere jo hai chhupaa
khwaahish hai jo teri
rakh nahi, rakh nahi
parda koi mujhse eh jaan
karle tu mera yakeen
main chaahun tujhko meri jaan bepanaah
fidaa hoon tujhpe meri jaan bepanaah
wo-ho… o-o-o-o…
wo-o-o … o-o-o…..

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

pick me up ..................................soul



One thing looking over my shoulder
Is the thought that it won't last
I got to give it this, it's moving fast
Better make a mark before it all pass
Whoever thought that they had doubts had better think again
You cannot begin to understand all the things
I amThat's for sure
If my world falls to pieces,
will you still be there to pick me up?
I got respect for the people who listen
To the people who understand
The way I am and the way I act
This is my, there's no changing that
Whoever thought that they had doubts had better think again
You cannot begin to understand aal the things I am
That's for sure
If my world falls to pieces, will you still be there to pick me up?
Pick up the pieces of me
Pick up a piece
If my world falls to pieces,
will you still be there to pick me up?


what i've done......linkin park


In this farewell,there's no blood,
there's no alibi.
Cause I've drawn regret,
from the truth,of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,and wash away...
What I've done,I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.
Put to rest,what you thought of me.
Well I clean this slate,with the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come,and wash away...
What I've done,
I'll face myself,To cross out
What I've become,Erase myself,
And let go ofWhat I've done.
For what I've done,I start again.
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,I'm forgiving...
What I've done,I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,And let go of
What I've done.

sos..................................good charlotte


Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air'
Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening
I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'd save me
I lock myself inside these walls'
Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here
On the eve of my defeat
I'll write this letter and hope it saves me
Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air'
Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening
I'm stuck in my own head and
I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an SOS tonight

wings of a butterfly ........................HIM


Heaven ablaze in your eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice
Come on and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime
Come on and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

bullet for my valentine--------------------hand of blood



There goes my Valentine again
I'm soaked in red for what she said
And now she's gone
Oh my god have I done it again
There's a noise that is deafening
I can't help what i hear in my head,
Its the switch that I flip
(they said)Hand of bloodI don't wanna feel -
my heart is breaking
Hand of blood
I don't wanna see - my life is burning
I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing(I saw you run)
I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take
Or are you scared of being nothing.
There's a stain on my hand and it's red
Oh my god am I losing it
I cant help what I've done or I've said
It's a button I push?
(they said)Hand of blood
I don't wanna feel - my heart is breaking
Hand of blood
I don't wanna see - my life is burning.
I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take
Or are you scared of being nothing
I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take
Or are you blind and seeing nothing
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take
Or are you scared of being nothing


the video link....http://youtube.com/watch?v=-UdY89DnL2s