breaking down everymoment i am down deep inside...i fell from the sky and you were not there to catch me as you did promise me...yet i try to b happy cos i dont want others to make fun of my feelings...
may be its your way to test...to give me the pain for me to endure so that i can treasure that for a lifetime..i learnt to fly..you taught meto fly in the open skies with my eyes full of dreams ...i learned to walk on cloud number nine....but its you who shot me down ...and left me alone writhing with pain....may be you are very near ..waiting for the right moment to take me up and nurse my wounds and love me more than ever...its a test of character...
i still follow the ritual of a bath at night inspite of the cold as it was then you would call and i have become a little superstitious these days yet i am unable to find whats wrong as still my phone doesnt play your tone...i still wait ..
i know and believe deep inside that you are my destiny and that God has made me for you and just you otherwise He would not have made us cross our path at this stage of our lives..i meant it from the core of my heart when i said i dont want to live without you .you are my very existance and My-Self..my mon-ami...my everything.
i ask the moon to kiss your eyes goodnight everynight and the wind to whisper in your ears that i love you with alll my heart..
may be its your way to test...to give me the pain for me to endure so that i can treasure that for a lifetime..i learnt to fly..you taught meto fly in the open skies with my eyes full of dreams ...i learned to walk on cloud number nine....but its you who shot me down ...and left me alone writhing with pain....may be you are very near ..waiting for the right moment to take me up and nurse my wounds and love me more than ever...its a test of character...
i still follow the ritual of a bath at night inspite of the cold as it was then you would call and i have become a little superstitious these days yet i am unable to find whats wrong as still my phone doesnt play your tone...i still wait ..
i know and believe deep inside that you are my destiny and that God has made me for you and just you otherwise He would not have made us cross our path at this stage of our lives..i meant it from the core of my heart when i said i dont want to live without you .you are my very existance and My-Self..my mon-ami...my everything.
i ask the moon to kiss your eyes goodnight everynight and the wind to whisper in your ears that i love you with alll my heart..
may be i am addicted to you and you are the drug that keeps me from dying ..i am not afraid of dying but i am afraid of losing you..its no infatuation or timepass but its for your heart to realise what it is!
you make me feel so good complete so contented so very Me.
i can listen your heart and soul speak to me...i still can..feel you your love your warmth and your presence..like thedeep oceans i am getting calmer and hiding all deep inside me for you to find out ..the exuberance of being in love for the first time is gone and that doesnt mean that i dont love you anymore but on the contrary i love you more with each passing moment ...
i was all alone in the world and you were looking for a place to hide lost and lonely we were both and made for each other and we found each other and gave us the will to survive.
whatever you are trying is going in vain as you wont be able to make me hate you and the more i understand you the more i love you..cos hating you is hating my own self and that creates and emptiness inside and the will to let go all even living...
i cant bring you the stars or the moon nor can i climb the highest mountains , cant buy you costly gifts or sing love songs like movie heroes but i can i and i will and i do love you from the core of my heart..forever will do so..take care you little foolish kid..
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